Friday, June 21, 2013

The Anticipation is Killing Me

The summer is going by quickly; I thought it would seem like an eternity before I leave for my new home. As the days pass I make lists upon lists of things that I want to get done before August. Amazon Prime has become my best friend as I find my sheets, towels, pillows, and a happy lamp (shipped for free). Shipping my totes is becoming a chore in itself. Every day, I tell myself that I need to ship them out; they are still sitting in my living room.

With each new day I become more anxious. I'm second guessing my ability. My mind feels blank - do I remember how to teach? Really my most challenging hurdle right now is knowing how to start a school year. What do I say? What do I teach? The questions seem never-ending. Luckily, I have been able to create templates so that I only have to put it together when I'm there. I wish I could have everything ready....

In exactly two months I will have twelve little bodies in my very first classroom, and twenty-four eyes staring at me. Twenty-four eyes staring at me: the new teacher-new to the school, new to the village community. The only thing I can even think up to say: "Hi, my name is Miss Rozzi. I am your 4th grade teacher."


Thursday, May 23, 2013

Is This Real?

It's getting so close to the end of college. While I'm sad to be saying goodbye, I am ecstatic for the next chapter in my life: teaching 4th grade in Alaska. My dream has finally come true! As I say goodbye, I look back at all of my role models. Those people have formed me into the teacher that I am soon to be. My professors, family, friends, doctors...they have all helped me be here and, now,there.

The past month I have been gaining additional support from other teachers and administrators at my new school. That has truly been a relief! I have received pictures of my classroom and school, I have received numerous e-mails from my principal and other teachers, and I have been given resources to the curriculum. Even though I have already started having my "bad teaching" dreams... my summer is going to be filled with preparation and anticipation. I have attached "before" pictures of my classroom. I can't wait to post the pictures of when I finish setting up my classroom!!